“Why Do I Live? Blog #170
Who can I turn to for help when I am so sad?
What can give me a feeling of peace right now?
Where can I go when I feel so lost in my thoughts?
I MUST believe this one truth. I am in this world, I am alive today, I am loved. Life is actually
very simple. It is the mind and the thinking and the racing thoughts that create chaos
inside me. WHEN I make myself go outside into the fresh air, all by myself, I realize and
accept and see peace IS all around me. Nature is calming.
I can choose to think any thought I wish to think right this minute.
Because of this, I CHOOSE FOR THE REST OF THIS DAY - HEALTHY, GOOD THOUGHTS.
I immediately interject the “Five Second Rule” of thinking. Look it up…
There is an old belief that '“CONSISTENCY IS KING”. What does this mean? This means that
what I think about, what I constantly think about, TAKES OVER ME! Therefore, I have to trick
my brain, constantly be aware and be on top of my game! There is no one else like me out
there. I have been born with unique talents, but it is my obligation and my responsibility
and my choice to choose - choose what?
WHAT DO I WANT OUT OF MY LIFE TODAY? I can think about anything right now……
So I give myself two examples of what I mean. At the end of these 2 examples I get to
choose who I want to embrace inside my own being. No one else can do this.
INSIDE MY “LOWER SELF ME”.
THIS INNER SELF OF ME, A LOWER SELF NATURE, LOVES TO DWELL IN “LIES.” SO NO “SELF
LOVE” AND ABOVE ALL “SELF DISCIPLINE” IS NOT SOMETHING I CHOOSE TO EMBRACE!
THEREFORE MY “GOOD GOALS” ARE REPLACED WITH ALL MY HOSTILITIES. WHAT ARE THEY?
PEOPLE AROUND ME, THE INTERNET, USING THINGS TO NUMB MY BRAIN, AND ABOVE ALL I
DO NOT LIKE HEALTHY CHANGE. I CONSTANTLY MAKE EXCUSES FOR MYSELF AND PUT OFF
FINDING MY OWN RELATIONSHIP WITH Jesus Christ. HERE COMES DARKNESS. IT CREEPS
INTO MY LIFE IN SNEAKY WAYS THROUGH THE WRONG PEOPLE, THE INTERNET, BRAIN
DIFUSERS AND MORE DARK CHOICES.
INSIDE MY “HIGHER SELF ME”
I HAVE STOPPED LYING TO MYSELF, ABOUT ANYTHING I DO. I GIVE MY LIFE TO JESUS TODAY.
I REALIZE I CAN’T DO IT ALONE. PRAYING EACH DAY, I FIND MY PURPOSE. I FIND MY POWER -
I FIND PEACE! NOW I PLAN FOR MY LIFE EACH DAY I PRAY, EXERCISE, EAT HEALTHY, GOOD
FOOD AND DRINK.
I REFUSE TO ABUSE MY BODY; FOR “MY BODY IS THE TEMPLE OF GOD” WITH GOALS IN
PLACE EACH DAY I HAVE A LIST. THIS LIST REPLACES SELF DOUBT. I READ SPIRITUAL TRUTHS.
I WATCH UPLIFTING PODCASTS. I SEEK OUT HEALTHY FRIENDS WHO I RESPECT.
I ACCEPT RESPONSIBILITY FOR MYSELF. I ADAPT TO CHANGING MY LIFE NOW.
I WILL NOT LIE.
I DO NOT LIE.
I TELL ONLY TRUTH.
I ACCEPT THIS TRUTH: It is always in MY power to Choose GOOD.
The whole reason evil exists is to show us Goodness.
No one person evolves in evil.
I want to mature with constant inner changing to higher and higher levels of TRUTH.
I SEE now WHY I live. I live to DO THE RIGHT THING ,make healthy decisions AND LEARN
MY OWN LESSONS EACH DAY. I don't judge myself for decisions I have made in the past
because THE PAST IS GONE. I AM NOT A PRISONER TO PAST CHOICES. My decisions are
NOW based on INNER HIGHER SELF CHOICE. I heal my body TODAY! I live to be a
productive, prayerful, purposeful person. I WANT to help others in need. I can only do
this BY believing I have purpose. So I prepare. I prepare with A PLAN. I find a way and
start this day. I live to testify to the truth of Jesus Christ my Lord.
Can I find inner truth, and see why I live today?
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