“Inside Me” Blog #74
What kind of life am I living?
Do I somehow slide from one day into the next?
How am I learning about me……deep inside of me?
I must understand that I have a “lower self” and a “higher self”. My “lower self” nature
fights my “higher self” nature every minute of every day. Do I feel I must resort to
smoking, drinking, drugs and other addictions to calm myself down? - if so, there will
never be enough, it will never end. It becomes an endless circle of madness. If I am able
to leave the darkness behind. I jump to my “higher self”. Yet, ONLY with HIS HELP and the
light of Jesus Christ can this be done one day at a time. This and only this, allows me to
find my higher purpose for living.
I have so many untapped talents that are waiting to be discovered. I know that
Grandma Moses (a very famous painter) was discovered when she was well into her
nineties! There is nothing to stop me from learning except ME. A very important truth is
that all the tools I need to heal me, are deep inside of me.
THIS IS A PROVEN RECIPE AND IT WORKS !
“I FEEL THE PAIN TO CHANGE AND DO IT ANYWAY. I AM TIRED OF BEING TIRED.
I AM TIRED OF BEING HURT. I KNOW THAT HURT PEOPLE, HURT PEOPLE!!
I HAVE A GOOD MIND AND I CAN STOP ALl THE OLD DESTRUCTIVE LIFE HABITS NOW.
I CAN CREATE GOOD THOUGHTS ABOUT MYSELF EVERY MINUTE OF THE DAY - HOW?
I START WITH POSITIVE AFFIRMATIONS AND I LEARN NEW ONES COSTANTLY.
THIS IS CALLED THE ‘ALPHABET AFFIRMATION GAME’
I AM AWESOME, I AM ASTOUNDING, I AM ACCEPTING MY HIGHER SELF NOW….
I AM BLESSED, I AM BRIGHT, I AM BRAVE….. I AM CONFIDENT, I AM CLEAR THINKING……
There are so many more adjectives to think of for each letter. I try to stay on one letter
until I have thought of at least TEN AFFIRMATIONS for that letter. By the time I get through
most of the alphabet - I am so positive about myself! NEGATIVE THOUGHT PATTERNS ARE
TAKING A BACK BURNER AND GOING AWAY……. My daily decisions are critical to my good
health and my mental well being. I get outside because I have to have fresh air, I have
to drink four bottles of water daily and I have to walk minimum for thirty minutes. This is
so important for my MENTAL GOOD HEALTH. I CANNOT COMPROMISE ON THESE BASICS
FOR LIFE. Why do I bother talking about my “Inner self”? Because Insider of me, deep
within is where the truth lies. The real me. The authentic person that will not
compromise with anything or anyone or any situation that doesn’t bring out “My best
Inside self”. Negative situations are here to help heal me..
So where does that leave most of us? Pretty much floating around on a cloud of
disenchantment. We look for happiness in other people. We look for satisfaction in
buying things. We believe that this pill or that drink or that “temporary fix” will do the trick.
I have found that the only answer to any of my pain is ME. I have to look, I have to search,
I have to accept who I am. All the people in my life have been put there for ME to learn
about myself. I believe they have. brought me happiness, they have brought me
sadness, they have brought me awareness and they have brought me anger. Yet, at the
end of the day, I am still left with ME. I have seen people come and go. Regardless of
how I choose to judge them - they still come and GO. So, INSIDE ME now I choose to
connect with my “higher self” I then look at life truthfully. I see my purpose for being here
is to help others too. This alone, removes me from so much pain and brings in my
spiritual power. I feel HIS light protecting me. I begin to feel my purpose and I feel
powerful. I can close my eyes now and feel the vibrating, miraculous, bright light of
Jesus Christ surrounding me in his love and nothing can take this away.
This powerful light, I share with you now, feel the light move throughout every part of
me, the light now goes deep, deep inside of ME, cleansing me always.
This light heals any darkness of my past. I know that everything, past and present, has
come into my life, bringing me a “teachable moment” “What am I learning?” Now that I
have connected with my authentic self - deep inside me. I can say; I am peaceful, I am
perfect and I am protected, every second of every minute of every day - I am never
alone. Now I choose to look at the virtue of others rather than their vices. By my doing
this I am stopped from gossiping because “There but for the grace of God, go I”. The
debt we owe ourselves is simply this: All the people who we have ever known, all the
people who have come and gone into our lives have come to teach us something about
ourself…..what is it? Is it forgiveness? Is it hope? Is it faith? Is it patience? is it gratitude
for how we changed because of them? Only each and every one of us can search deep
“inside me” and begin to ask and answer powerful questions. So often we are tempted
by others deliberate decisions to defy us, to hurt us, to purposely find ways to hurt us to
the very core. However, this is a defining moment when we must step forward with
courage and a brave heart and the knowing that these are the tests we must pass each
and every day for our own inner growth. We must learn forgiveness first, then we must
learn temperance and be at peace. In order to handle my daily situations, I try to say
this prayer for awareness:
Serenity Prayer
“God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
the courage to change the things that I can,
and the wisdom to know the difference.”
This is when I begin to feel the authentic me, the true me, the beautiful parts to the real
me that Jesus Christ wants me to see. However, I must remember, we always have
choice, we always have good and bad to choose from and we always are given our own
free will to do with as we want to. This is where the “Lower self nature” and the “Higher
self nature” come into play.
Now, IF we love the one who counts most - Everything else takes second place. Priorities
in order now, nothing can hurt or harm or hinder us, if we don’t allow it to. We end this
day saying sincerely, “I have given it my all, I have walked my farthest mile and I have
tried my best”.
What do I choose to see deep inside of me today?
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