‘‘Change It Now!“ Blog #124
What if I want God to change this situation I am in right now?
Why did I have this happen to me today?
When will the drama end and peace fill up my life?
How many times have I said I want a certain situation to end right now?
I want God to change this situation now. What IF……..
God wants the situation to “change me” now ?
When I get in a situation where there is no way out, I now know it is up to me to look at SELF
and see how I can grow from what is happening to me. Maybe I should look at what is
happening to me in a much broader way. What do I mean by this? Sometimes the
universe gets ahold of our life and shakes things up a bit. Suddenly we are shaking our
head and thinking “I most certainly did not start out the day like this!” Maybe there is a
certain lesson that has been given to me and for whatever reason, I have not learned. I
am suppose to learn from this lesson! So at a certain point, I am put in another situation
to learn a different, more powerful lesson around different situations given to me.
Now, the frustrating part in all of this, is…….. WHAT AM I TO BE LEARNING HERE?
It is only when I quiet myself, sit down, take deep breaths, I now sense real truth.
IF I am stressed, upset, worried about anything at all, there is where my lessons lie. I had a
very peculiar day today. Not a day that I could ever picture myself having. It is only after
sharing all this today, I have come to figure out why this kind of day happened to me. I
awoke early this morning and had planned on going with my husband to drop off our SUV
to get serviced before we were to leave for a long summer trip. When we walked out to
the driveway to get into our car, it was not there! More troubling then this was someone
had come into our driveway, got into our car and seeing that the keys had been left there
by mistake, decided to steal the car! The fact that we live in a gated community for the
past five years, has given us a feeling that we were very safe. We felt nothing could really
happen, especially with a guard inside a gatehouse twenty four hours a day, watching the
comings and goings of everyone. Not so, Not true, nothing is for sure. Both my husband
and I were shocked. How could this have happened? We were , worried and upset that
someone had brazenly driven off with our car! Why had we never thought about security
cameras? Although the car was missing, it did not appear anything else was taken. Yet,
where in the world was our car? Who would have taken it and would we ever get it back?
More than anything else, I kept asking myself, WHY did this happen to us now?
Later in the morning the police called us to say that the car had now been found. It was
off the highway, up near the mountains. It was disabled, parked on the side of the freeway
and abandoned. One police officer said earlier In the morning he had passed our car
when “he rememberd seeing a hispanic man looking under the hood….” Later on we had
to go to the police station to file a police report, then on to the car dealership where we
tried to find out how long it would take to fix our car? Now, WHAT IF all these things
happened to us to prevent something much greater, much more injurious, much more
serious, from happening?
I do believe this is how the universe does work. I have to live my life that way. I believe
once I have my faith in place, I am protected no matter what. So with that awareness, I
will not get too caught up In what happened with my car being stolen. It has now been
found. Even though we eventually heard later on today that the engine was ruined. There
is a reason for all of this happening. I must go with the flow. I am now aware that we also
were in need of getting “Home security protection”. This was long overdue. This will be in
place by the time we leave. For awhile I had been dwellng on the fact that we had lost
two days from our Summer Trip, all because of this. Yet, when I checked on the weather
where we were going, I was told there had been a “Mini Tornado” that had touched down.
Many of the boats (like ours could have been) were upside down in the water. There was
also golf ball size hail that hit many cars, denting and compromising their worth. When I
let go of trying to control every moment, I then realize I can “think outside the box”. I grow
leaps and bounds ahead of where I “was at”. Now, with my faith in place, my guidance
system is working to show me more ways I need to take better care of myself.
So now, I remember I am constantly being prepared for the “next level” of learning. I am
here. I am ready. I am willing. When something happens to me and I get angry, I become
very vulnerable to negativity. Then the anger and judgement and resentment set in. My
pride takes over my Lower self and pushes away the higher self, understanding Heart. I no
longer want to try. This will always keep me stuck until I can make up my mind to start
thinking Higher, and higher with “change of heart” in a broader, wiser, more spiritual way.
My higher self kicks into gear now. With my faith intact, the Holy Spirit in taking over and I
breathe easily, now knowing what to do, these are my tests. I no longer push away the
light of Christ that feeds me. I choose my higher self power to guide me, help me and
heal me. This brings me right out of any lower self fog. The air is clear, calm and I breathe
in deeply.
Am I willing to learn from change now?
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